I know dear that I love you,
It so clear to me again,
I love you till the end,
But the tears I cry,
Make me hide away,
I’m insecure dear,
I love you here; I love you there,
A shooting star I miss,
Oh dearest please be there at the end,
I tried to fill pain,
With you I only wanted to gain,
Oh please dear help me out now,
I want you in my arms,
I need to feel your touch,
But can’t seem to get any closer,
Because of my own insecurity.

Maybe I’m meant to be alone,
Maybe I’m a stone,
Throw away,
I know it’s not the same,
So dearest I cant ask you,
I want to see you,
Your lovely face,
It fills me with the hearts of the day,
But my insecurity holds me back,
This damage and this worthless time I spent,
Trying to reach the moon for you,
Oh dearest I did it for you,
But you don’t even know,
Because I didn’t tell you that I love you,
So now I hope to tell you how special you are to me.

I want to hear the phone ring again,
I want hear your voice on the other end,
Your words are beautiful,
But this phone it doesn’t even ring,
So it brings me to my dream,
Where I fall my dear.

I see the man at the end of my street,
He passes me his gun,
He just fades away,
So I turn and run again,
Because I know dear that I love you,
And if you say no,
I have the gun and a floating dream,
Where I stand on edge,
With nothing around me,
Except you dear,
This dream is the best,
Till you turn to ash in my hands,
And shot my head again,
Its pain that did to me,
Please forgive me.

I want to cry,
I want to scream,
I want you,
I need you here,
Or just somewhere close,
Because I'm crying,
That I don’t have you,
And suicide is what I do have,
And maybe if I choice the right path,
It will lead to your hand,
A slipping note,
That says dear that I loved you,
I am sorry but this is my insecurity.